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Sunday, July 22, 2007

Jesus hear my cry
I want to desire You Lord
You wiped the tears from my eyes
You lifted me up and filled me with Your Word

Jesus I gave my heart to You once again
Cast out anything You didn't desire
I lift up to You all of my burdens
Bring new life burning with fire.

Extend Your sweet voice out to me
Give me the hope of Your reality
Jesus hear my cry
I come on bended knee ready to oblige
I am ready now
Take me now
Beautiful God. I've fallen down, take my bow.

bridge:

I entrust unto You
The life You first gave to me
Reclaim it Lord
It is Yours
Bring a passion anew
open up my eyes to see
Let me find it again Lord
Meet me again Lord
Here I am. I'm Yours

________________________________

I could not escape it. Defeat it. I could not run away from it. It found me. I could not hide from it. The burn. It consumed me. It was Your love. The fire,
it came down like a raging. Cougar. Tracking me. I was the gazell trying to run from it. Unaccepting. But I could not hide from that burn for my heart yearned
for it. Scorch me. consume me. It's the life I thought I did not want. For I knew
my life would not be mine. But it was not mine to begine with. It was the
Father's who just gave me the reigns for awhile. But I took my life away for awhile.
Into the dark forest, where the dark creatures lived. Who were ready to
consume me and tear at my flesh. Oh Protector, that protected me. Took me away from that wretch. Take the reigns again. Lead me back to where the Angel's sing and worship the King.
Where trumpets blare for the true and steady. Lead me back to the place of light and peace. Unto Your house, lead me. So i can rest again. And be at peace. Let me know that I'm alive again.

I've been dead for far too long. Raise me up so that I may belong. I'm tired of pretending. I don't want to do this anymore. Give me the everlasting cry Let me cry not of death. but a new life.

-___________________________

My heart aches to know You
Show me who You are
My heart burns to find You
I want to meet You were You are
I see everyone around me.
with the passion I don't have.
And I'm jealous. So jealous. Lord.
I want the fire that burns so
much it consumes my heart so pure
and holy in Your eyes.
Give me that I fire that meant to be mine.
Don't let me be jealous no more.
Consume me
Look at me. So that I may be moved.
Gaze into this yearn for You.
i don't want to waste another moment
Meet me here in this moment.
This hour this minute.

Do You hear Lord?
They cry out for You.
With the heart of our fathers before us.
With the passion of the Holy Spirit.
Fill me up this hour this moment.
I want to be ready.
Walking alongside straight and steady.
Seeing You face to face.
Not ashamed.
Pure in Your eyes.
Pouring out my hearts cries.


Saturday, July 21, 2007

prayers of my heart

I was lost a long time
Living a life I thought was mine
Throwing away the old life
Giving into all the lies
A sheep so far away from home
I turned away too long ago
Wasting away..
Locked away in my own heart
Fading away
Trapped in a mind so far
Thinking I was all alone
Nobody there to hear my moans
But me.. I thought I was all alone

But You were there
In the desert of lonely land
You were there
Holding my hand
You were there
When I rejected You crying out to me
Breaking Your heart with such cruelty

I lived a life so carelessly
Not caring what you thought of me
Rejecting everything so passionately
Unashamed of my immorality
LEading myself on this lonely road.
Building this heart of stone
Wasting away
Locked away in a place so far
Fading away
Crying something is breaking me down
So much sorrow I finally cry out
Thinking I was all alone

But You were there
In this desert of lonely land
You were there
Holding my hand
You were there
Lifting me up to stand
Even when I rejected the promised land
You were there..
Covering me with the blood of Your Lamb..
_________________________________________________

My heart is breaking
My heart is aching
This hardened heart You slowly took down
But You said My child only if You allow
You waited.
Patiently You waited.
For my head to turn
Waiting for me to question You
Waiting for me to ask of You
So You can pour out Your heart to me
And break me...

Break me.
Tear down my spirit
Rip me to pieces
Pick them up and form it
MOld it
Show me the life
HOw you want it
To look only to You til I die
So I can be raised up standing next to You.

_____________________________________________

There is this deep aching within me
A deep yearning I can't breathe
You swept me off my feet
And made me hunger for Your love
You found me Oh God
LIfting me up
Lighting something deep within me
At the pit of my humanity
That's where you met me
And swept me off my feet
Open up these eyes Lord
Let me see Your wonderous face
Open up the skies Lord
Freeze this time and space
So i can bask in Your love
Just at this moment
So i can feel You loving me...

_______________________________________

Now is here...
It's came down to this.
This is what's come of it.
this isnt' something I expected.
It's come down to You and me.
Nobody else around
I come to You on solid ground
The warmth of You surrounds
Beauty soaked in Your voice.

Just One voice
Singing in the darkness
A whisper in my ear You breathe
The taste of You is so sweet
You broke me
You alone could break me
Making me so raw
Lifting me up from my fall
Wave after wave after wave
An ocen of tears fall as I lay
Wave after wave after wave
Your blodd falls over me everday
Your love crashing into my soul...


Wednesday, July 11, 2007

i come to You in uncertainty
Father You're such a mystery
There's this growing hunger inside of me
It's opened up my eyes so intently
There's a thirst arising deep with
That nothing int this life can quench
Only by something so divine
Can this thirst so deep subside.

Lord how can it be?
That my heart is so undone
Ever since You met me
The hunger for You hasn't left me
You're all that I want
You've ruined me and broke me in awe
Making me whole again
to embrace You to the fullest extent
I've become a child again...
i've become a child again...
You brought me to love again..
____________________________

someone told me to rap... haha. so here's something i guess.

Something is missing. What is this void? Hidden in the depths so long ago.
Cast aside until I couldn't ignore it no more. A yearning in my heart he put to place.
A corruption so deep. Filling up the empty space. I kept holding back. Not willing
to give up everything I lack. Not ready to stand in Your presence. Because I thought my zeal
was absent. But I could not deny it no more. My heart was rebellious no more...

(sing)
Make me a new song
Let me live by a new song
Sang me a new love song
I find myself encountering You.
Let me encounter You...

Something was missing. The empty space a sadness within me. But You sang me
a new song. You brought me back to where I belong. You brought me to a special
place. Under you wing, in your sweet embrace. You let me live again. Giving me the
chance to make amends. How sweet a life this is. Given a second chance, a second kiss.
It's untameable. It's unexplainable. I couldn't deny it no more. My heart was rebellious no more...

Make me a new song
Let me live by a new song
Sang me a new love song
I find myself encountering You.
Let me encounter You...


 


Monday, July 09, 2007

Overcome me
Win me over Lord
Your love is stronger than any chains
For your desire me
I can't run away anymore
This  fire you started in me
Spits flames of desire for You

Growing, spreading, jumping flames
No waterfall can put out the roaring flames
That you started inside of me
A spark, turned forest fire
Spreading to every fingertip consuming me

This is who you made me
You desire my desire
And as the passion burns
You look upon me with content
And smile down on me
Burning for the love of You

Overcome me
You won me Lord
Fan the flames
The flames no waterfall can withhold
Don't ever let these coals die
Let this fire burn
This is my heart's cry...


Oh Protector of my soul
You brought me to love
It's not hard to say goodbye to the things I thought I loved
You brought me here
To show me the wonders.

All I do is rejoice in You
I am awe of the mysteries
Mysterious Lover
I crave to know You

______________________________

My stubborness did not let me move forward
I could not walk alone
I could not find my way around
I was blinded by my heart of stone
in the midst of the darkness You came
To strip me of my shame

Chorus:
You took me out of darkness
Unearthed me into the heavens
You unclothed me into purity
Unveiled my eyes
How lovely in Your presence
So lovely in awe of Your beauty
And I thank You Lord
For letting me walk beside You again

Unshielded my eyes
So I may not be deceived
Only in Your eyes
In what I do may You be pleased
Out of the darkness You took me
The shame You took from me
And made me pure again.
_____________________________

Jesus You are beautiful
Wonderful and awesome God
You shown me the mysteries of the stars
Oh Precious Lord
Do you see?
I want to spend all my time
Loving You.
I can't explain what's happening
Everything seems so clear to me
The only thing that matters of mine
Is knowing You.
What is this I'm experiencing?
The warmth that is covering me.
Jesus. Is that really You?
Is that You touching me?
Jesus is that really You?
Is this what you hand in mind?
Jesus I can really feel you
It was all a matter of time.
Oh the warmth
The warmth of Your love
You're finaly here. In front of me
Oh what Beauty
And gently you kiss me....



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